Try Me

I am a real woman with real struggles. Every day is not and will not be a happy or “good” day. This blog site is truly a peek into my spiritual journey. I am past a lot of temporal things in life but I am not perfect, nor do I aspire to be.  This is a refuge for those in need of encouragement. It is for those who live in the real world which spawns real life issues. For those who are hungry to learn from another person’s mistake not for judgment purposes but for application purposes. I rant. I rave. I am opinionated. I am human. I have determined that I am not my circumstances and everything that I feel or have been through; was not or is not just for me. I am still learning to decrease so that the Lord may increase in my life. This is just the beginning of my unadulterated spiritual journey to become a better me,  through God’s grace and mercy. His grace and mercy always shouts to me: “Try Me.”

 

I have been tried and falsely convicted by wo/man.

I have been hurt and torn by people that I love.

I have been disappointed and let down, by yours truly, me.

I have experienced a sense of accomplishment and a sense of worthlessness.

I am flawed in appearance.

I am weak with emotion.

I am a sinner and I do not always put JAH first.

     And yet, He loves me, just as I am. He always forgives me when others cannot. He comforts me when I am hurting. He encourages me when I am in the valley. He humbles me when I become a little too proud; He purposefully place people (and use my existing sphere) in my life to build me up. He often reassures me that He makes no mistakes and reminds me that I am fearfully and wonderful made. His strength radiates through my weakness. He simply gives me chance after chance to, try Him.

     I have tried to handle my own business, my own way. Each time, I fail/failed – miserably. When I stop trying Him, my chaotic storm erupts and wreaks havoc in my life. A life of leisure is often a life of destruction. A life of destruction is attributed to generations lost. I have detected that when I attempt to write my own story, my experiences are detrimental to my spiritual health. However, when I try Him, thing are so much clearer, not easier but bearable. 

     It was only when I experienced my spiritual awakening, did my heart truly change for people – for life.  I realized that if I wanted to see change, I had to be the change. If staying out of the darkness was and is my life's ploy, then I must follow the Light as well as be the light. And if I truly want to spiritually challenge and inspire others, then I must be the platform to life. If you are tired of doing the same thing or ending up in the same situation, then may I suggest that you try Him for yourself and after He shows Himself true then you should: Be the change. Be the light. Be the platform to life.  ~jess

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